
The Unseeable Pollution
As the calendar flips over to a new series of days and months it’s time to reflect and bring closure to the latest year of my life. It’s also time to welcome in the freshness of a whole new year that’s getting ready to bloom and this truly is the best part of the holiday season. The end of another year makes you look back, but it also makes you look forward. I’ll scroll through my photos in my phone, looking at the past year and the time line of memories with images I captured along the way. This is a good mental exercise for the soul, a little similar to a life review. One year in review with a slide show of imagery will give you a nice fulfilling moment at a higher perspective as you look back to reflect through your captured memories.
If I could put a theme to 2025 for me it would be “just get comfortable”. Be comfortable with who I am. Know my strengths and be comfortable with my weaknesses. Have a better understanding of why I am the way that I am without an over abundance of questioning myself. By being comfortable I mean for the first time in my life I told a customer of mine when I was working at her house I said “I can’t work for you anymore, you’re just way too difficult”. In the past I would have bit my tongue and dwelled in a depth of frustration. Now it’s time to get more vocal when I see it’s needed. She kindly respected what I told her and we went our separate ways.
I use to be sort of ashamed for what I did for a living. Well, let me clarify that. The ultimate conversation killer is when I told people “I work in construction”. The look on their face was always a “Oh” with no response or follow up dialogue. (Side note – Lately I’ve noticed a huge 180 in peoples’ reaction when I tell them my career. Almost if going to college now is a crime and being in the trades is an achievement? By working on being comfortable with who I am, now I’m going to change that narrative. My strength actually is that I’m not tech savvy, but recognizing that I’m a old soul, better yet I’m an ancient soul living in the modern world. I’m about as old school as a Man can ever be. I work with my hands, I get dirty, I’m a craftsman, I eat my lunch on the back of a tailgate, I make job agreements with a hand shake, I work outside in the elements and I can go all day without staring at a computer or having withdrawals from not scrolling on social media. My job requires zero technology or modern electronics. Speaking of technology and how it plays role in my second job, sound healing. Wait, there is no role. A metal singing bowl is the oldest, simplest shaped instrument made by hand and the tool of a hammer combined with some good old fashioned hard work and sweat. It’s literally the most perfect piece of craftsmanship that fits my personality like a glove. A soft, gentle sounding instrument that is simplistic and ancient, but can change the feeling of a whole room with its positive effect. Wait a second, am I describing a sound bowl or am I describing my personality? The two jobs that I do for a living are the ultimate non tech things that I could possibly do. No computers, no smart phones, no A.I. One job requires true skilled labor and the other job is all about positive spiritual energy. A career and a personality couldn’t be more synchronized than that. So please, when I tell you what I do for a living there’s no need to look at me with dismay, just know what I’m doing is in complete alignment with who I am as a person.
My intuition was off this year for some reason. I thought I was moving up in the hills to Fountain Grove. I had a nice opportunity fall in my lap to live in a bigger more modern space than what I have now. I started getting excited picturing myself living there and then poof! It fell through in the end. I also told everyone for 3 months that I was moving my office space. It was time to expand and time for a change in the business. Had a local real estate agent go on the hunt for me to set up walk throughs to look at available spaces on the market. I was so sure I was moving, my mentality was “just keep looking, the right place will come!” Well the right place never came. I walked away from these experiences this year looking at my current locations with a whole new wave of admiration. I’m thankful every single day I wake up for my job, where I live and what the Universe has done to support me in every pocket of my life. In most cases, you are not in control, the spirits are. The last time I moved my office space 5 years ago it was not my intention at all. What’s crazy is I somehow blanked out and forgot to sign the rent check, I’ve never done that before. So I get a phone call from the property manager and she says “just swing by our office after you get off work and sign the check”. I go there and I sit down and we’re just chatting about life for about ten minutes. Randomly she brings up how there’s going to be a opening next to my current suite because someone is moving out. She looked at me and said “would you be interested?” Out of nowhere there I was with a huge unexpected transition that wasn’t even on my radar. That was the spirits guiding me to a better opportunity when they saw that was I ready, it all happened because I “accidentally” forgot to sign that month’s rent check. I’ve learned not to want anything anymore, material things yes I could want something nice from a store and go out to purchase it. I’m talking about wanting what I think is best for my life. I have been 100% wrong my whole adulthood in thinking or predicting the direction on how my life should or will turn out. I’m coming into 2026 no expectations anymore. Expectations is a tricky concept, definition: your strong hopes or beliefs that something will happen or that you will get something that you want. However the Universe steers me is the direction I go and whatever the Spirits supply me is what I need. There’s no more “I want” mentality anymore. At my current age, I think this is the longest I’ve ever lived out of all my incarnations. So in theory I could say I’ve already lived a full lifetime. That’s the balance of aging within the 3rd dimensional time clock. The physical body slowly declines, but the soul inclines. Our spirit guides are insanely close to us, much more than people realize. The only thing you need to “expect” is that your spirit guides will support you with the supplies that you need every step of the way, just let your life flow with it.
It feels like it’s getting harder to predict or make plans for the future. For some reason it’s hard to envision what life will be like on a personal or global level just twelve months from now. You’ve heard the question “Where do you see yourself in five years from now?” Why is it difficult to look ahead? It’s like when a focused thought projection is signaled out its met with a clutter of blockages. What is going on here? I’m someone who is well thought out and methodical with my decision making, but it’s getting difficult to get a reading on anything. Our whole atmosphere is completely clouded and blanketed with power lines, cell phone towers and Wi-Fi signals. There are over 12,000 active satellites orbiting Earth right now and that number will grow significantly with Space X having a goal of sending 42,000 more satellites into space over the next two decades. What is the impact to human health and the environment? The human body is a computer in its own right, we are antennas, we are receivers, we are electromagnetic frequency holding magnetic machines. Aside from our concentration levels being warped into oblivion from modern era technology, now I’m questioning if are our own inner thoughts are in a battle with frequency radio waves. I’m definitely not a fear factor guy freaking out about 5G cell phone towers or chem trails, that’s not my lane. When I look at photos taken from space that are looking down on Earth and I see it completely covered in electronic radiation, it just comes off a little concerning to me. It’s like looking at a animal in a cage, yes the animal is safe and alive but it’s just not natural. That’s how I feel about the planet, humans have polluted it from the inside out of all its resources and now thousands of satellites have put Earth inside a disguised enclosure. Will I get cancer sleeping next to a internet modem, no I won’t but I’m just getting a little curious of what the effects are by turning this whole planet into a complete web of electronic currents. For thousands of years it’s never been this way until now. It’s pollution that is not visible, so the consequences are getting overlooked. Could there be a link between the Earth’s health and human health, meaning if mother natures spirit is suffering would it in turn effect the health of humans? I remember vividly right before Covid broke out having a conversation with a friend of mine and I was telling her how I felt a sharp piercing type effect that hurt my skin when I sat out in the sunlight. It was actually a little startling and was not just a one time incident. Imagine the light rays from the Sun fighting through clutter filled polluted air consisting of carbon monoxide, power lines, a billion cell phones and fossil fuels. The sharp burning effect from the Sun luckily didn’t come back after Covid. One benefit to Covid was the human race stood still for a few months by being forced to stay inside. This allowed the planet to go through a brief cleansing in her own right. Satellites were still active, but the daily pollution was halted due to everything being shutdown.
My research for this subject brought me to this:
“Rocket launches and satellite reentries produce particles and gases that can affect atmospheric temperatures and deplete the ozone layer. Satellites can reflect sunlight and transmit radio signals that obstruct observations of natural phenomena. Satellite operators and astronomers are beginning to explore ways of mitigating these effects with technologies to darken satellites, and with tools to help astronomers avoid or filter out light reflections or radio transmissions. However, the efficacy of these techniques remains in question, and astronomers need more data about the satellites to improve mitigations.”
This is not an article on 5G, it’s a perspective of how we’re intertwined with frequencies from all this man-made electrified communication and trying to figure out why things feel off these days. Humans are much more telepathic than what we get credit for, using our bodies similar to an antenna or receiver. We also use our inner voice and intuition more than we verbally talk. This is why I want to bring attention to the possibility of radio waves starting to impact our internal frequencies. I think for us to have accurate mental clarity then we can’t be opposing millions of other electrical signals, since after all we ourselves are energetic current flowing light beings that generates a magnetic field exactly like an antenna does. Another way to look at it is the troubling concerns about the effects on birds and bees. Some reports are saying all these higher frequencies are making the birds disoriented by impacting their navigation since they use magnetic fields for flight. Bees use electromagnetic fields to find food. Studies show there have been behavioral changes on the birds behavior, nesting and internal clocks. I’m sure you’ve also heard in recent years about the population demise of bees. Any coincidences here? All research from major publications will lead you to the same common conclusion which is “more extensive scientific research needs to be determined for a clear consensus” and that’s what we’re left with. My two cents is if it affects animals then it will affect us. If studies show birds are getting disoriented, then maybe we are too. The machines are here without out the Hollywood set, this is not a movie.










